#701

i wouldn't even know where to begin tonight?  i've had what seems like 700 ideas for 700 different posts for tonight.  the first being that five years ago today we bought this house that we live in.  i had every thought about what to write in terms of 'home sweet home'.  then, that was quickly trumped by my 'just say no' post, which was detailing my big new year's resolution of not committing to anything.  saying NO to everything that was offered and asked of me and everything in between... but, i fell off that wagon even before the ball dropped- point being tonight- me making pimento cheese and deviled ham spreads for 80 tea sandwiches for a Grandparent's Tea at Molly's school tomorrow... which brings us to potential post #3- Grandparents and my living so far away from them that i don't even have words for that one...  at least not tonight.
post #4- my eldest daughter JUST fell asleep at 10:50p.m. after having a close nervous breakdown over... what?!?  i have no idea.  but she was mad at me, and she told me i was no longer her best friend.  i told her she was mine and that i loved her.  what else can i say?  she said she loved me, too, but that she was still mad.  i told her that was okay.  it seemed like a very mature statement coming from a three year old.  she, of course, constituted posts #5 through #698 and B, at her mere almost four months of age, and her absolute hysterical fits, was post #699 and 700... and here i am, i guess at #701 with nothing more than a random exhausted rant.  i just set my alarm for 6:00a.m. (to bring all spreads to room temp and defrost the bread), so i should go to sleep.    post #702 could definitely focus on my lack of sleep and how somehow, magically, at 11:00p.m. i perk up... but not tonight.  tonight, i will crash.  i hope.  good night.