Wednesday, November 30, 2011

so much, so much.

i have not written for a long time.  i have been fearful of putting thoughts to pen (sic type), because i am so all over this world on thoughts and feelings and heart and soul.

i have lost a friend; a very important person in my life is gone.  and i have sucked it up and said good-bye.  although how can you actually say good-bye to someone who lives in your heart and in your soul?!?

i have a life that right now is centered around big things like Christmas and trees and decorating!  how could they not be when a four-year-old and one-year-old run the show?

i have a family that i miss like crazy, especially after being blessed with six straight days of part of them.

i have friends that i am thankful for.

 i have more than most people in this world.  and i am blessed.  and i am thankful.  each and every day of this life.

when i get sad, i pick my head up.  when i wonder, i stare up to God.  there is only so much that i can understand.  and i know that; and i appreciate that.  and i go on, every day.  on and on.  and on.

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