Today has just been a bad-mood day. I'm not sure if it's that it's the first day of school, and now i am back to having to miss my girl three days a week, or if it's because i heard of horrid news about a distant acquaintance first thing this morning- news that has sat with me and i cannot quite shake off like a bad chill. Or that i got a little less than 4 hours of sleep last night, yet still woke up early to run three miles. Maybe it's the fact that i am pre-menstrual and no amount of midol can control these emotional swings. It could be the fact that i am trying to plan out a month of events a month away (a task i despise), or (in conjunction with the previous statement) the fact that i am homesick.
Any or all of these could have brought on this melancholy mood. All i know is that i thank God i have my girls to make me laugh. They always seem to know when i need an extra snuggle or a special silly gesture to make me laugh (like that M now needs to count to 30 instead of a normal 1-2-3 before she does anything like run or jump or play a game. and when she counts to 30, she really counts to 30 (or "sirty" as she so perfectly says!)
I am ready to put this day to rest, move on and make tomorrow a better day. I pray that i will sleep. i pray that my girls will sleep. i pray that tomorrow is, in fact, better.
and that is the end to this day.
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