While i am not even close to feeling good, and am not exactly even feeling much better, i have high hopes that the antibiotics and steroids will have to be able to take root overnight and do whatever it is that they do and make me feel better tomorrow.
my husband and kids have been truly amazing today. i spent the entire day in bed, coming out for dinner only. and then i put the baby to bed, because i missed her. and then played blocks with M, because i missed her. but now i am back in bed and will hopefully crash for the next ten or so hours (a girl can dream!)
to use a word that's usually banned in my house, i HATE being sick. i'm not a good patient- maybe because i'm used to being the caretaker. i usually try to do things for myself when i'm sick, and i usually keep the intensity to myself. but this time, i am playing the patient role well. i can't even try to rally- my puffy eyes and rattling cough would give me away. i let my husband do everything for me today. he did everything for the kids, too. i would say it was a nice treat, but i was in the inner-depths of hell to even realize it at the time.
i'm off to bed now. i HOPE HOPE HOPE i will have a happy and healthy report tomorrow. fingers crossed! good night!
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