Saturday, March 5, 2011

the melody rings true...

i am 34 years old.  i would guess that many of my readers are close to this age.  so, i feel like you all grew up with parents who were very fond of music/  or at least you listened to music.  i grew up listening  closely to peter, paul and mary, harry chapin and cat stevens , especially!  tonight i played cat stevens for my daughter and was truly amazed at her reaction.  not only did she love it, i think she may have understood it.  i have no idea how old i was when i started listening to cat stevens on my own.  i just always know he's been there in my life.  
when i was 15, in 10th grade, a girlfriend of mine died.  she had a brain aneurysm.  it was freak, and sudden, and OH my God, when we were kids.  i listened to cat stevens over and over and over.  i thought that if i ever had to go to heaven at that age, i would want to go into a cat stevens song, especially miles from nowhere.  so, i listened to that song over and over for way over a year.
and here i am, 34 years old, and i think of death or dying or any kind of after-life and all i can do is transform into this cat stevens world of miles of nowhere and there i am.  here i am.  in a song.  miles from nowhere.   so, i guess i'll take my time... to be there.........................

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